Tuesday, December 29, 2009, 3:24:00 PM

new hairstyle, new day, new YEAR.

Thanks to Allah for giving me another chance to live my dull life. Today is a hard day. Seriously.. I'm really really I mean REALLY sad now and I don't know why. My heart just seems to stop beating when I'm thinking about school. Maybe I'm not ready yet. I'm scared. It's terrified and I hate it. I need someone to comfort me. Someone that can understand me. tch. I keep telling myself that it's gonna be okay. yeah..keep telling myself that. It's not gonna be okay if I'm still like this. I need to change.

To my dearest friends, I'm sorry. I mean it. I know sorry is not enough. I've been such a jackass lately especially to Aleny and I still don't know why. To be honest, I think I'm not myself anymore. This is crazy. Too crazy to handle. To me, everyday is a special day bacause I have everything. well, not everything but at least, I have you. And I'm such a sore loser for pushing you away.

btw, I think this is my last post. School starts 1 January and I'll be away for god knows how long. sorry. I will stay at hotel ehem, I mean hostel. This is a new experience. I hope I will meet NEW friends at the NEW school. Insyaallah, I won't forget my beloved friends especially my lovey-dovey, MIZA AINA BINTI ZAIRUL ANUAR. I love you! eheh. just a special friends kay. nothing more, nothing less. I will miss you guys. Trust me, I will. Maybe I'll give you "I-don't-and-never-care" look but I really do. I do care 'bout you.

sorry guys, gtg. GOODBYE.


A N I S

who am I, exactly?

u should know.

i am anis
i am 14 years young
i am a pisces
i am a Malaysian


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